I
got to thinking today about how refreshing it is to free oneself from the
prison of resentment. I’m not sure why, but I was remembering an incident from
many years ago when, having felt injured by someone’s remarks and having enclosed
myself in bitter resentment for awhile, I was suddenly able to free myself from
it. I’m not sure why or how, but I unexpectedly broke down the walls of my own anger
and, in my heart, completely forgave the person. I remember it so well, the
feeling of unqualified freedom that came over me. I was released from the prison
of my own resentment. I was free to accept and even be at ease with the remarks
that had so hurt me. I saw the remarks as if from a great distance, and they
seemed as harmless as birds flying far away.
And
now it has me wondering: Could I perhaps forgive other so-called harmful
things, even things like serious illness, or tragedy? If these happen, could I forgive
them, in a sense, and thus rise up out of the prison of anger and bitterness? Would
this help me to see illness and tragedy as simply events in my life, events with
which I can be comfortable instead of angry, events that could release me into the
wisdom of acceptance instead of imprisoning me in the foolishness of acrimony?
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