Sunday, August 30, 2015
OPEN WINDOWS, OPEN LIFE
Saturday, August 29, 2015
GLORY IN A BACKYARD
This morning was a glorious one. Truly, all mornings are probably glorious, but this morning I was actually able to notice the glories. In just a few minutes, I saw sparrows fluttering in their simple splendor around the bird feeders, a shimmering hummingbird whirling its wings at its feeder, old and noble branches bending in the breeze, and sunlight shining on brown shingles. I must admit that I don’t often notice the prestige and magnificence in our backyard, but this morning the glory couldn’t be missed.
Friday, August 28, 2015
BREAKING OPEN
Tuesday, August 25, 2015
THE INNOCENT UNIVERSE
With
so much seeming disorder in the world today, it may seem silly to speak of our
universe as being “innocent”, and yet, when I manage to step far enough back to
get a bigger picture, it truly seem like the universe does no harm, ever. Yes,
there are storms and wars and heartrending losses and disasters of astonishing
size, and yet the universe seems always able to stay on its steady,
15-billion-year-old course. There are tragedies, but these
tragedies, again and again, seem strangely balanced by triumphs. There’s loss after
loss, but the losses are always, in due course, succeeded by offsetting gains.
Leaves die and fall in autumn, but fresh life always flourishes in the spring.
The universe seems to be a purely innocent and smoothly flowing river of
compensation, where every wave and swell has its necessary place, and where
“good” and “bad” both disappear in an immense and endless harmony.
Sunday, August 23, 2015
SOFT WEAPONS
Friday, August 21, 2015
GETTING WISDOM
Wednesday, August 19, 2015
FINDING WISDOM
(in Hanover, NH, with Delycia)
I
guess like most of us, I have been searching for wisdom for most of my life –
searching for some sense of who I am and what this thing called life is all
about. Sometimes – often on silent, unblemished summer mornings like this one –
I realize, to my dismay, that my search has been wasteful and silly, since true
wisdom doesn’t have to be searched for. It’s wherever I am, as ever-present as
air and as immeasurable as the sky. To find wisdom, I simply have to stop
searching for it, open the door of my small, cautious self, and walk out to
where boundless wisdom is always making its miracles. It should be as simple as
that.
HONOR AND BRIGHTNESS
Monday, August 17, 2015
RECESS
In Hanover, NH, with Delycia
This
morning, as we watched young people relaxing on the Dartmouth College green –
tossing Frisbees and footballs, stretching out in the sunshine, strolling
hand-in-hand – it brought back memories of “recess” when I was a kid, and made
we wonder if these years in my 70’s have become a wholesale recess for me. The
word “recess”, coming from the Latin, originally meant “go back”, and perhaps
I’ve gone back, fairly wholeheartedly, to my childhood days. Perhaps I’ve become
a born-again kid, for whom de-stressing and loosening up is an accustomed way
of life. These days, I sometimes toss minutes and hours around like Frisbees,
just seeing how time can sail and soar when I’m not fighting it. My days are occasionally
like sitting in steady sunshine, or strolling with life to see where it takes
me. I still work hard, especially at reading and writing and listening and thinking
and loving, but I do it like I did recess in 3rd grade. These days I skip more
than I struggle.
REALIZING
Occasionally I set aside an hour or so in which I do no reading or writing or walking or even talking; instead, I try to do what I call “realizing”. As an alternative to prioritizing, analyzing, or dramatizing (old habits of mine), I simply realize for a few minutes. One dictionary says to “realize” is to become fully aware of something, and to understand it better -- and this is exactly how I try to spend an hour now and then. I sometimes sit outside in the shade and do my best to realize – make more real – the limbs and leaves of trees as they bend and waver in the wind. I study them carefully and try to truly see them as they are, and before long, usually, some new understanding of them arises, as if they suddenly do become more real to me. I also sometimes realize the clouds in the summer sky above our house, just watching them wander along, steadily shifting their shapes. If I watch them long enough, they seem to slowly become more distinct, and therefore more remarkable, and somehow, again, a fresh kind of understanding of them comes to me. It’s an instructive way to occasionally spend an hour. It’s helpful, every so often, to realize this really wondrous world.
Saturday, August 15, 2015
MY DOMINION
Wednesday, August 12, 2015
FLOURISHING
LEARNING FROM RAIN
Watching
the rain fall today in its somewhat blasé, easygoing way, I see that it’s sort
of the way I’m living my life lately. I’m 74, and I guess I’ve done enough
careful living that I can now deserve some carefree, devil-may-care days. The
rain seems to sway this way and that in a totally stress-free manner, and I’m
trying to let my life do something similar – lean wherever things want me to
lean, swing this way or that with sorrows or joys, bend (instead of break) with
the winds of change. But being blithe about things doesn’t mean being lazy or
muddled, just free of the wish to control everything. The rain controls
nothing, but simply sails where the weather wants it to, and I’m learning by
watching. If I’m lucky, my coming days may be more like joyful free-falls than
strenuous personal productions.
Monday, August 3, 2015
A SHOW WORTH SEEING
On Laurel Lake in the Berkshires
8.3.15
Sunday, August 2, 2015
THE STRENGTH OF WEAKNESS
On Laurel Lake in the Berkshires
8.2.15
This
morning I went for a peaceful float on the lake, and was surprised, as always,
by the strength of the water. As I easily drifted on the surface, I wondered
how something so soft can be so strong? How can water, which sometimes seems
the weakest and most insubstantial of materials, easily hold up my body, to say
nothing of ships of astonishing size? I suppose it has something to do with the
strange strength inherent in all weakness. I once knew a man who, though
bed-ridden with a paralyzing illness, radiated the rarest kind of power. To
stand beside the bed of this debilitated man was to feel almost afloat on his joyful
inner strength. And what about air, that seemingly flimsy presence all around
us? Does it not sometimes sweep through our neighborhoods with incredible
power, as though something fragile suddenly found the force it always had?
Tomorrow, I think I’ll keep a lookout for the strength in weakness – perhaps how
the smallest birds soar easily across the lake, or how soft sunlight lights up
an entire valley, or how old, furrowed fingers can type words that sometimes
speak.
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